Catching the Zzzz....

Every once in awhile, I get insomnia. This week, it is not different except the interval between my insomnia-free are getting shorter and shorter... it has been like this for the past 4 days and I can feel myself really tired. However, when I attempt to sleep, I just can't get to sleep and will be tossing and turning around for a couple of hours..and boy is this frustrating..

So, what is insomnia? According to experts this is the definition

Insomnia is the perception or complaint of inadequate or
poor-quality sleep because of one or more of the following:

* difficulty falling asleep
* waking up frequently during the night with difficulty returning to sleep
* waking up too early in the morning
* unrefreshing sleep

The next question, what causes it?
There are many causes of insomnia. Transient and
intermittent insomnia generally occur in people who are
temporarily experiencing one or more of the following:

* stress
- AM I STRESS? MY 1ST SIGN WOULD BE MULTIPLE ULCERS & SORE THROAT

* environmental noise
- NOISE? WHAT NOISE?

* extreme temperatures
- 22 DEGREE IS NOT THAT EXTREME RIGHT?

* change in the surrounding environment
- NAH NO CHANGES... I GUESS THE ONLY CHANGE IS A NEATER ROOM

* sleep/wake schedule problems such as those due to jet lag
- I WISH IT WAS JET LAG...

* medication side effects
- NOPE HAVE NOT BEEN TAKING MEDICINES


MR SANDMAN...WHERE ARE YOU?????

Neat again..I wonder how long it will last...

Being neat has never been one of my core competencies really.. Some of my friends have been to my room before, I have to say, they are really nice not to point out to me that I am REALLY a mess.

Finally today, the mess in my room really irritated the hell out of me that I actually got down to clearing my table(must be the weather**).. well call it the part 1 of XX part to cleaning up my room. This is how it looks now...


Neat yeah? 

Looks pretty nice isn't it? hehe angles is such a good thing *AMEN*, coz on the opposite side, a HUGE MESS is waiting for me to cleared.

Missing the things/people you hate

Very often when we are caught in a situation or stuck with something that somehow don't quite like, we tend to hate it and this brings about frustation, sadness, anger, stress etc etc. These are the very things that we wish it will just go away..

So, what if.. one day all these that you hate will be a wish come true for you... will you be happy or for some strange reason, you realise you will miss it?

In about 18 working days time, I will be out of a job. Which to many who know me, it is quite normal since I somehow have never been able to hold a job for more than 1yr. This my 2nd "retrenchment" in 4 yrs.. hmm not a very bright future for me....

Anyway, I have been waiting for this day to come, where I will not be in my job as I feel very frustrated in it.. due to various reasons.. Now, will I am serving the notice given to me, I can't help but feel alittle sad. Why? Some of the reasons being
1. I will miss being late without feeling gulity
2. I will miss some of my colleagues whom I have grew to be great pals which now I will not be given a chance to know them better
3. I will miss "scolding" people who piss me off
4. I will miss 18" my flat screen moniter
5. I will miss doing those brainless meeting pack which I can do it with both my eyes closed
6. I will miss my walk to the pantry as that is where I can get know the people better
7. I will miss telling my colleague "duhhh..."
8. I will miss having lunches with my kakis
9. I will miss see 3 muskeeters going for coffee break
10.I will miss seeing my colleague using soup spoon to eat a plate of rice
and the list just goes on and on and on....

I think humans are as such.. even when you hate something very much, but if there is a sense of familiarity, it is hard to give it up.Well I guess for now, I will look forward to a yacht ride in SPAIN once my colleague head back to UK ;)